Maybe its for the best..

So..umm wow I feel weird blogging again.I havent done this in a very looooooong time.Its so weird how much time flies by so fast..I mean my PSLE was just over and now Im going to Secondary School next year which is in about 3 more months..I want to replay things all over again but life is not like that and thats impossible..So many things has happened and I dont even know how to start..Well,let me just start of by saying that my eating disorder is getting umm im recovering and i have to admit sometimes i just want to give up but my family and friends are always here to support me and I coudnt be more happy.I feel stronger and I have this feeling that I can do anything and nothing is gonna bring me down.I just want to be happy.That's all ive wanted ever since.Ok since im talking about what has been happening in my life..Obviously im not gonna write all about it but I am gonna do a short summary so yeah...Well..I just broke up with this amazing guy since im too young and maybe its for the best..I've never felt like this to someone before and it hurts knowing that this is what love can do to people..I know Im too young to know about love and i probably dont know if it really hurts this much or feels like this but all i know that love is such a powerful thing..It can either be the best feeling or the worse feeling you can ever imagine..Im only 13 and i just wanna live my life and not worry about these problems..He was actually very understanding he told me that whatever happens he would still be there waiting for me..I feel like he deserves someone better since I feel like Im gonna just break his heart again..But anyways..Im too lazy to type out other things so this ia all you're getting ahahaha sorry.